I have signed up for a course that I am not looking forward to, I fear it will be practical and unfeeling and not at all the way I like to do things, but it is a legal requirement that I attend, so go I must.
I have battled fear today, and won, for now.
And now I am trying to become 'unstuck'.
My calendar challenge for January was this...
and there was a lot to learn in that short inspiration. I did let my voice out, I did raise it a little, and it felt good to have a little power. I did say 'no' and I did say 'enough', I did speak up.
February, however, is going to be tougher...
I know the answers to these questions, but I am afraid to step forward, uncertain of where the path goes, or how much there will be to learn, juggle, find money for - 8 months have passed, and I'm still 'doing it scared' in a lot of ways.
What makes your heart sing?
What is it that most arouses your passion... and what are you willing to risk?
This is the difficult part, what AM I willing to risk? Where will I stop? What is 'too much'? Where is 'too far?'.
"She discovers what she was born to do" - it's going to be quite a month!